A pastor’s wife said to me the other day, ‘That is false peace [concerning my thought: How could someone have peace when they hurt others and do not reject the hurt they caused, say sorry, and return in Love... and then she said:] There is no peace without reconciliation.’ I went straight into that with [...]

Appointments

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Thoughts/heard in the last 24 hours: The rain falls on the just and the unjust. God’s Peace to You. I heard a man speak of how he mentors men of my generation and how over and over again they threaten to leave their women or just do. He says his church is filled with single [...]

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Authentic Love

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According to the gospel, if one does not feel anguished over his or her sin and inadequacy, that one has not yet seen or understood the God of the universe. I see so many beliefs that uplift self into a place of ‘I am great and others are great if they match what I know [...]

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Listen to her, I mean really listen to her heart

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‘How can you believe since you accept glory from one another but do not seek the glory that comes from the only God?’ I find the videos after I write for these journals, and writing usually don’t take much note of the videos. However really enjoyed this verse (I mean, geesh, not enjoyed, but it [...]

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Easy

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Lately, I have understand the great gorgeous of perseverance to build character. Someone’s personality may be sweet, or outgoing or… all sorts of beauty. However, character is what leads a woman to stay or a man to keep going when he doesn’t know how. When we go through hard times, there are literally so many [...]

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Stephen

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As I meditate on Grace and how incredible it is that Jesus made Grace for the world, how horrid the sting of judgment, the pain of not-worthy, or forgotten, downcast, unwanted, unforgiven… as I thought of how gigantic Grace is, I thought of what it is to Love so much that even when you are [...]

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Savior and Lord

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I come to God through Jesus Christ, who is the Prince of Peace and Love, personified. Every single everything we crave as human is fulfilled in this man: this is my belief. He is strong and humble, kind and wise… as Christians we desire to follow Christ as the example of perfect Love, a sacrificial [...]

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Downcast

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Psalm 42 1 As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, my God. 2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When can I go and meet with God? 3 My tears have been my food day and night, while people say to me all day long, [...]

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Freedom to Love and be Loved

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Mercy, kindness. Grace. I have seen a lot of control lately and as long as someone is in control, they are well; if others don’t do something how the controller asked them to, the controller suddenly hurts the other or others in order to maintain control. Blame becomes a weapon, so does withdrawing Love. It’s [...]

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The steadfast Love of the LORD

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Oh give thanks to the LORD, for he is good, for his steadfast love endures forever! Let the redeemed of the LORD say so, whom he has redeemed from trouble and gathered in from the lands, from the east and from the west, from the north and from the south. Some wandered in desert wastes, [...]

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Hear from God

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Tonight I heard a man note a beautiful question: Have you ever heard God speak to you? I turned to Habakkuk and started reading the first chapter this evening: 1:1 ‘The prophecy that Habakkuk the prophet received.’ So, God spoke to Habakkuk. First Habakkuk cries out to God: 1:2 ‘How long, LORD, must I call [...]

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‘When my spirit grows faint within me, it is You who know my way’. Psalm 142:3

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For the earth will be filled with the knowledge of the glory of the LORD as the waters cover the sea. Hi. It’s Sunday. Today held a great morning service. I’ve always appreciated great demands, because I know that it is then when I grow, and move into more Loving. In great commands there is [...]

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Control and will

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One of those spaces, one of those questions some ask when they wrestle (or wall) in their brain as to whether God exists or not is, ‘Why then does God allow such bad things to happen?’ I hear it. Loud and clear. I spent the first half of my Life totally not understanding how anyone [...]

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‘For such a time as this.’ Esther 4:14

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A woman who fears the Lord, she shall be praised. Ode. The Proverbs 31 woman. One who I desire to be. A woman who, ‘speaks wisdom,’ who is, ‘clothed in strength and dignity,’ with open arms. Oh, and I desire to be kind, and gentle, humble, beautiful… and courageous for Love. ‘I go in unto [...]

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Light the way

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And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless for the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—to the glory and [...]

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Holy, Holy, Holy

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In intercultural communications it is essential to learn how the other person receives. In Love, the same; It is important to learn how those you are Loving desire to be Loved. With God, the same: To desire to Love God as He desires us. Yes, as he desires us. God desires You. It’s easy to [...]

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Christ died and rose again

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Good day! I’m currently on a John Piper venture. The man is full and overflowing. Christ died and rose again… That’s something. Powerful. I’m pretty silly. I mean, I guess my name could be Silly. Silly me. These journals are pretty serious. I mean, this is a big something seriously massive to say: ‘The last [...]

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Wisdom

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‘A good name is better than fine perfume, and the day of death better than the day of birth. It is better to go to a house of mourning than to go to a house of feasting, for death is the destiny of every man; the living should take this to heart. Sorrow is better [...]

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God will do it

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‘Para crear algo hermoso toma tiempo y dedicación; para destruirlo, solo segundos.’ In English: ‘To create something beautiful it takes time and dedication; to destroy it, only seconds.’ I used to have this quote on my wall in Ventura, California (USA). I think about relationships when I view it, how delicate we are and that [...]

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Conversation today

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A woman remarked on how a man told her that he didn’t want a wife and a child now. This was after a wife and child. And the woman wept. I thought about partners that say that before marriage, after a marriage of 10 years, 40 years, or 2 years. A pastor’s wife remarked, ‘It’s [...]

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Humility and relationship

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I’m reading a book. These words were not in them. But the book got me to thinking… and these are the thoughts: A man truly can know social graces and kindnesses on the surface, but once he is in relationship, his character comes out. How does he respect Life? And by that I am speaking [...]

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Get what you deserve

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I do not want that. I desire sacrifice. Not only do I not want to walk around treating others like, if they do not give me what I deserve, I am not going to Love them, and that I deserve more (putting myself on a pedestal while the cross is nullified) but I want to [...]

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Write this in the air before my eyes, ‘God is absolutely Good.’

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Whenever I feel like everything is against me, God is good. When I am downtrodden, God is good. When I am in the valley, God is good. When I need the mountain to move, God is good. … All the time… [Insert: ALL THE TIME] Persistence. Get a response from God. See, God does not [...]

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‘Greater Love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.’

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What does, ‘This World Has Nothing For Me‘ mean? God is Love who makes the impossible, possible. ‘Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.’ (Matthew 5:6) ‘The fear of God is the beginning of wisdom… to Him belongs eternal praise.’ (Psalm 111:10) Understand that if we hurt one [...]

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Hebrews 11 . ‘Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see… And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him’

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Tonight, I laid down before the Lord to worship and pray. Words spoken. Do not walk in doubt. Do not walk in fear. This leads to evil. Do not be overcome by evil. Overcome evil with good. If you sow in doubt or fear, you sow to the flesh. Do not listen to the darkness [...]

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